Chapter 1
"Hey! Awen! How do you think your mother raised you? When you were born, your mother bled too much and almost died. At that time, I begged Disheng - it doesn't matter to me, but you must save the baby in your belly no matter what." So, I fell into a coma, and when I woke up, you were lying next to me, sleeping soundly.
Wenzhi is my life.
When I told him these words, Wenzhi seemed to be about to enter junior high school. When Wenzhi heard me say this for the first time, his eyes widened. It's not just that. My husband Wenzao has been a playboy since the beginning. He always messes around with other women outside, and there are often women calling to invite my husband out - hand your husband over quickly. When I received such calls, I was really remorseful - and trembling all over. My husband is a very rude and unreasonable person. He always said that you women don't know anything about the world of men. If a man doesn't have one or two women around him, he can't work. I don't want to force you to believe me, you just need to do what I say.
He always used this set of words to pressure me. Many times, I was on the verge of suicide with Wenzhi - but Wenzhi, who didn't understand anything, just licked the lollipop I bought for him and asked this. Mother, where are we going? I don't want to die. I want to go home. What does death mean?
For the five-year-old Wenzhi, it was just a vague impression, but even if he was not told clearly, for a sensible Xiaoqiang, he could already see his mother's worries. Looking at his innocent look, I really didn't want to die like this, and I thought about committing suicide alone, but how could I be cruel enough to leave Wenzhi alone?
Wenzhi is my baby.
Wenzhi is my life.
Wenzhi finally went to college. She has a strong physique. Even when we go for a walk together, she is taller than my husband. Even I feel a little strange, especially when we go to crowded places and people look back at us, as if we are rich ladies with young lovers.
When I told Wenzhi about this situation, I just continued to act it out, isn't it interesting?
Wenzhi was very happy to agree. When we traveled to Kyoto together, the waiter in the hotel once called Wenzhi the younger "sir". Wenzhi took this opportunity to deliberately exaggerate his actions in front of others to show that he was my flower protector, and helped me to adjust my clothes. Then he laughed to himself. When a girl called Wenzhi, I would think that she wanted to take my Wenzhi away. When Wenzhi was not at home, as soon as I heard the girl's voice, I would hang up the phone without even answering. I also asked the other party very impolitely - what is your relationship with Wenzhi, please don't bother Wenzhi, okay? After the incident, Wenzhi complained: You are so terrible? My classmates don't want to call me anymore, please ask them what they want to see me for, okay? Because, I thought that woman wanted to take my Wenzhi away! The girl was indeed Wenzhi's classmate, and she called to ask Wenzhi to return the notes to her. However, I became very anxious because of my strong jealousy. (Wenzhi is my child, I will not give him to anyone. If Wenzhi leaves me, what should I do?)
That’s the thought that stayed in my mind.
My husband still used business trips as an excuse to hang out with other women and came home less often than before, so I shifted my anxiety to paying attention to and caring about Wenzhi. I was afraid that after my husband, Wenzhi would also be taken away by another woman. As a result, I became a neurotic woman.
Chapter 2
Although Wenzhi has grown up, he is still the same kid in front of me as he was more than ten years ago. "Mom, I'm going on a trip tomorrow." When I heard Wenzhi say this to me, I knew who he was going to travel with. The destination was Shinshu, and they were going to stay in a street by the lake, stay in Kamisuma for one night, and then go to Kirimine and other places before going home. Judging from Wenzhi's restless look, it must be the first time in his life that he was going to travel with a girl.
When Wenzhi comes back from this trip, he will no longer belong to me. Thinking of this, I became even more anxious. He said he would get up early tomorrow morning, so he had to go to bed early tonight. After I took a shower, I went to his room to see him. I was wearing the high-end casual clothes that my husband and I wore on our honeymoon trip, and I put on perfume that I hadn't used for a long time. I know that young boys will be fascinated by perfume. When I opened the door, the lights in the room were turned off, but the music on the radio was still playing. Wenzhi didn't seem to be asleep yet.
"Wenzhi, are you asleep?" "No, mother, is there anything wrong?" When I stood at the door, the light from the corridor made my casual clothes transparent and he could see my body clearly.
"Hey! Wenzhi, this is your first time having sex with that girl, right? You're not going on a trip, right?" Wenzhi, who is honest by nature, will report to me whenever something major happens. So, I know exactly how Wenzhi will react after understanding a woman's body. I can't tell that he is really going on a trip, that kind of happy look from the bottom of his heart. I know that the joy of having sex with a girl is much greater than the joy of reaching the destination of the trip. "Having sex with a woman is a very important thing for both boys and girls. The impression at that time will remain deeply in the memory of both people. If you mess up, it will be a lifelong shame for the boy. As a mother, in order for my son to grow up, I must help you succeed in your first sexual experience with a girl. As a mother, I don't want to shame Wenzhi. Because Wenzhi's shame is the mother's shame. How about it? Let me teach you!
"I think Wenzhi will definitely reject me." In the end, Wenzhi said nothing, but just lay on the bed, his eyes wide open, staring at my body. Lying next to Wenzhi.
Of course, I was wearing nothing under my casual clothes. When I huddled in his quilt, my clothes rolled up and my white thighs touched Wenzhi's thighs. At this time, I was acting as a woman rather than a mother. Unconsciously, Wenzhi's thighs had grown a lot of hair, which felt rough but comfortable. When Wenzhi touched my soft skin at the age of 39, my heart suddenly moved. Although Wenzhi didn't say anything, he moved his body a little to make room for me so that I could lie next to him. This was probably Wenzhi's answer to me! When I quietly touched Wenzhi's thighs , I suddenly touched the "male root" that was so hard that it was almost bouncing. It made me feel so young. When Wenzhi took off his underwear, I can't forget the feeling of holding his "male root" with my clean hands. It was a male root that was almost free of dirt. Maybe I understand that this is the mother's privilege! Yu Wenzhi helped me take off his pants. He lifted his butt slightly, and when his feet were stretched out, his pants were easily taken off.
"Let me kiss it!" After saying that, I dived into the quilt and stuffed the "penis" into my mouth. Then, when I shook my head, I could clearly feel that the "penis" in my mouth was becoming thicker.
"Mother..." Wenzhi cried out in great pleasure. When I moved my head left and right, up and down, Wenzhi pressed my head down, perhaps unable to hold back, trying to stop me from moving it, so I continued to move my head for a while before stopping. Then I took my mouth off Wenzhi's "penis" and moved my upper body closer to Wenzhi's chest.
"Come, touch my breasts, use this hand to touch your mother's here." So, I guided Wenzhi's hands to my breasts and private parts, and then I used my own hands to touch Wenzhi's chest and shoulders. Wenzhi's hand movements gradually became faster and more skilled, and at the same time, he made natural sounds. ...Ah...Ah...
I feel so comfortable when being entangled, and the touch of Wenzhi is so good. Ah, yes, yes, it is this kind.
Chapter 3
I lured Wenzhi to the area between her thighs, which were already very wide open, and then I held the thick "penis" with my right hand and guided it to the entrance. The smooth tip of the "penis" rubbed up and down around the vagina two or three times. That's it, Wenzhi's "penis" must be moistened. If it is not moistened, both men and women will feel pain and cannot insert it. The parts that Wenzhi's "penis" touches are all comfortable parts. After Wenzhi's penis is stirred around here (referring to the vagina), a lot of love fluid will appear in the woman's vagina, and then Wenzhi's penis will become very moist and sticky, so it will be easy to enter (insert). Wenzhi put his arms on both sides of me to support his body. Looking closely, Wenzhi's eyebrows were deeply wrinkled, and he looked like he was enduring it.
"Mother... I already..." "You want to end it, right? Not yet-... If you run away now, women will look down on you. Insert it firmly, and then pull it out..." Thinking that the time was about right, I lured Wenzhi's "penis" to the entrance.
"It's right here. Look, touch it with your fingers and feel the soft part! Put your fingers in and feel it... ah... so comfortable..." When the fingers touched the entrance, I couldn't help but scream out, as if my body was electrocuted. What's more, the part that is touched is the most sensitive part, and the feeling is indescribable.
“Got it? Insert it now. Look, it’s in, isn’t it? That’s right, slowly, it’s in all at once. If it’s not easy to insert, just twist your waist a little…” “Don’t put the penis all in at once, slowly… ah ah,… ah ah…
I can't hold it back any longer! "I am a person who can easily get excited. Although I can divert my attention by talking, I really can't bear it anymore after Wenzhi inserted his penis. The flesh walls surrounding the penis became very tight, as if they were disgusted by Wenzhi's invasion and were stirring. I was very clear about this . The "penis" powerfully pierced my uterus directly.
"Mother, I feel very comfortable." "Great, then, slowly pull it out now, not all the way! Pull out half of it." "Is that so?" "Yes, yes, then insert it all at once...ah...so good...ah, go to that point, then pull it out...right, right...ah, Wenzhi...!, it feels so good.
Wenzhi, you belong to your mother, I don’t want to give you to another woman… ah… it’s too good…” Wenzhi’s waist twisted and became elastic, pulling out and inserting again, pulling out and inserting again, after doing this several times in a row, my whole body relaxed. If this continues, Wenzhi should ejaculate completely in my body.
At this moment, the word (pregnancy) flashed through my mind.
"Mother! I've reached climax... climax..." With a trembling body, Wenzhi soon pressed his whole body on me. At this moment, I straightened my waist and lifted Wenzhi's waist, stimulating it for a while and then stopped. (Ah...-Oh!...) While screaming, Wenzhi's large amount of semen was still on my stomach. I rubbed Wenzhi's "penis" with my hand again, and I could feel that the "penis" sandwiched between the two of us had spit out a lot of semen again.
"I'm sorry, Wenzhi, mother is doing this for your own good. If you shoot the semen into my vagina, it's Wenzhi's child, I don't care, just treat it as your brother or sister, and it will be accepted by the world. But if you spit it into the girl's belly, it won't work. You can think of it as practice, you know! Pulling it out instantly, the feeling won't change, it will still feel very comfortable." While stroking the exhausted Wenzhi's back, she taught him. The moment it was pulled out, the semen was immediately shot on the mother's belly. The same thing, even if it was inside or outside the vagina, the feeling was produced by the friction between skin and skin.
"I understand, mother. Because this is my first time, I will be worried about how to do it when I arrive at the destination of the trip. Thank you, mother..." "Hey, Wenzhi, you didn't use a condom! In the past, mother and father also used condoms. Mother prepared condoms for Wenzhi. I will teach you how to use them!" "Ah!! Mother is so kind to me. I was still thinking about how to prepare this kind of thing and was troubled. Thank you... Now you can rest assured." Wenzhi's uneasy look just now may be really worried. Now I finally think that there is no problem. So what will happen when Wenzhi travels with a girl? If Wenzhi has prepared beforehand than the girl, then Wenzhi will be more grateful to me. Wenzhi looked at the condom with a very serious expression. After that, I taught him how to use a condom.
Chapter 4
Why did Wenzhi look listless that night after returning from the trip? Was it because he was too tired from the journey, or because the sex was too intense? He just said "I'm back" and ran to Erji's room without saying a word. I was very worried. As a mother, I can tell what happened from the child's expression. When I gave birth to Wenzhi, I gambled with death and accepted the doctor's advice not to have a second child and to guard Wenzhi for the rest of my life. I immediately followed him and entered Wenzhi's room. I saw Wenzhi turned over, looking at the ceiling and thinking, so I asked.
"What's the matter? You look unhappy."
Wenzhi looked at the ceiling and said, "Hmm!" Then he raised his chin.
"What's going on? It's not possible, right? Living in the same room, right? Were you rejected?"
When I asked him questions one after another, Wenzhi kept nodding and answering, "Yes, yes!"
A child is everything to a mother. When a child is in pain, the mother also feels very painful. When he went on a trip, I kept guessing what Wenzhi was doing during the trip. Invisibly, a trace of jealousy burned in my heart. I never thought that Wenzhi would come back with disappointment. But what appeared in front of me was Wenzhi lying there with a desperate expression. At this time, my mood seemed very complicated. There must be a way to make my son happy. So I tried to ask Wenzhi what he had done and how he refused? Hey, is it really that impossible? "I didn't expect it to be like this... She said she already has someone she likes..."
"Someone you like? Then why did you agree to travel with me?"
"Although there is someone she likes, they haven't become close friends yet. It seems like she is just wishful thinking.
Even so, she still likes that boy, so if she didn’t like him, she wouldn’t have sex with another boy.”
"Oh, what kind of girl is she? She is totally inconsistent on the inside and outside! What do you think, Wenzhi? Do you like that girl?"
"Yes, I like her the most! But...but as of yesterday...it's over...I, I..."
Wenzhi's voice suddenly turned into crying. I quickly hugged Wenzhi's head. My body was shaking just like his. So, I stroked Wenzhi's hair and said, "Stupid, how can a boy cry for such a small thing? Come on, muster up your courage..."
Wenzhi burst into tears at this time, and then leaned his whole body on me. He was looking forward to a happy trip, but it ended with an unexpected result. Wenzhi had no one else to comfort him except me. The way he cried was exactly the same as when a primary school student was bullied outside and went home to cry to his parents.
"Really? Are you that sad? Okay, okay, cry as loud as you want. Your mother is by your side."
At this moment, I felt a sense of victory in my heart. The expression on my face reflected in the mirror must have been a smile. Wenzhi, who had planned to make his lover completely his own during the trip, was frustrated in his sexual activities. He confided all his distress in me.
Although I was once worried that my son would belong to that girl, I feel very happy now.
" Come on, mother is here, if you want to cry, just cry as loud as possible, mother has always been Wenzhi's good friend!"
So, I lay next to Wenzhi just like the night before he left for his trip.
Chapter 5
Wenzhi, who was close to my chest, put my left wrist under my head, just like he used to do when he slept next to me. He then unbuttoned my blouse and when my breasts were exposed, he carefully covered them with both hands while sucking my nipples. As a baby, Wenzhi always sucked my nipples, caressed my breasts, and pressed his fingers on my breasts. His small hands like red leaves kept playing with my breasts. At this time, the feeling of no feeling turned into pleasure, spreading throughout my body. While he was sucking my nipples, I pulled open the front of Wenzhi's jeans, and Wenzhi's entire butt was exposed as if the skin was peeled off. His mouth did not leave the nipples, and he helped me take off his jeans. As a result, one side of the jeans was taken off, and thick body hair covered Wenzhi's thighs. (He is no longer a child!) Wenzhi's physical condition brought me back to reality.
When one leg of pants was taken off, Wenzhi stretched this leg between my thighs, and the pants pulled up by the legs had been completely rolled up to my stomach. Then, Wenzhi quietly moved the hand that was playing with my breasts to my private parts, and then, fearfully, touched my underwear.
"Yes, try to do it yourself. You can do whatever you want to me, your mother. Wenzhi belongs to you, and you also belong to Wenzhi completely."
The fingers penetrated from the side of the panties and reached the center of the crack. From the front, there was a sea of honey, and the honey penetrated the surface of the cloth, which made me clearly understand how much love juice there was. When Wenzhi's fingers crawled back and forth in it, my suppressed voice leaked out of my mouth.
"Wenzhi, you are so amazing. Yes, let's play with it carefully... The clitoris is also included. Let's do it later. Mix the different parts first..."
I wanted to teach Wenzhi about what women's pleasure is, and suddenly, when he entered and reached the clitoris, I became lustful. He attacked from a distance, slowly surrounded it, and finally reached the base. Mothers should also love Wenzhi's private parts. Although I inserted my fingers into the seam of Wenzhi's underwear, because Wenzhi's "male root" was too thick, there was no way to pull his huge penis out from the seam. So I put the whole finger in contact with the top of the "male root" and barely folded the "male root" and pulled it out.
"It hurts so much——...Mother's rules..." Wenzhi said.
"Is that so? Ah! Then, from above..."
So I took off his underwear, and his penis popped out by itself.
"It's getting thicker and bigger..."
Even if I use my index and middle fingers to form a circle, I still can't completely encircle it. No, even if it's not this big, I still think Wenzhi's penis is very majestic and firm. I slowly rubbed it up and down with my hands, and occasionally my fingernails would gently touch the top of the "penis". At the same time, I secretly glanced at the "human" shape on the inside.
"Mother, mother..." Wenzhi's confused voice came into my ears.
"What? Wenzhi."
"I don't need a girlfriend anymore. It's enough for me to have a good relationship with my mother. My mother gives me everything. I am satisfied with just having her."
"Yes, I am willing to be your lover until Wenzhi graduates from university and finds a job. Therefore, Wenzhi, don't be so sad. In the future, Wenzhi, if you become a great man, beautiful girls will come to you automatically. Then, Wenzhi will find the most beautiful, gentle, and smart wife. At that time, what will mother's attitude be? I will sincerely wish you well!"
"Mother will become very lonely!"
"No, no, that won't happen. Hurry up and give birth to a grandson. Then mom will become a grandmother and look after the child for you every day. Then she won't be lonely!"
"Great! Mother, even if this is the case, I will serve you well for the rest of my life."
"What?" I wanted to refuse immediately, but I didn't take any action. I hadn't even thought about the future. What if there was really another wife of Wenzhi in the house. She slept in the same bed with Wenzhi, and they laughed and scolded at the same time. What should I do? Suddenly thinking of this, my heart started beating. But, right now... (It doesn't matter, we'll talk about it later. Now I have something important to do...)
Chapter 6
My husband is not very important to me now. Even if he comes home late and has sex with other women, I have no right to criticize him. When Wenzhi becomes mine, my husband also belongs to me. However, Wenzhi belongs to me completely, both physically and mentally. I feel sorry for my husband for this matter.
One night, the husband who rarely came home and Wenzhi drank beer together: "You should have one or two girlfriends, right? Ask them to come over occasionally. As a man, if you don't even have this little bit of vitality, you can't get ahead in this world." Looking at the drunk husband, Wenzhi said: "Yes, I will pay attention. What are young girls thinking nowadays? I really don't know, and I find it boring to talk to them. It's better to watch TV and listen to stereo at home. It's more fun."
"You can't say that. You stay at home with your mother all day long. That's not interesting at all."
"That's not the case. Mother is the best and knows me very well. I feel very relieved when I am with her. Father, don't you think so?"
The way my husband stared at me made me feel panicked and unable to calm down, and the whole atmosphere became very unpleasant.
" So, only mother is the best. However, this woman and that woman are completely different. First, mother cannot play their role to you! She is just someone who cooks for you, heats water for your bath, and washes your clothes.
Second, although they are both women, mothers cannot be put together with them, right? Madam?
"Why not? If Wenzhi says it's okay, then it's okay. Don't instill those unnecessary ideas in him. Whether it's a lover or those girls, it's not too late to find them after you enter society!"
The topic turned to something strange, which made me feel very nervous. Wenzhi also drank a lot of beer, and I was worried that he would say something wrong, so I quickly changed the subject.
"What are you talking about, ma'am - you don't want him to have a girlfriend, right? Young people should always have a place to vent their passion! If you go to Kabukicho, you will see young people like Wenzhi going there to have fun, or to rent a room with their lover to have sex. I don't want Wenzhi to do the same thing, but at least he should have that kind of energy...——"
"Oh, stop it now! Don't tell your son about his boring games in front of him. Wenzhi will think about this matter carefully. Don't always teach him a lesson like a child. You are only at home occasionally and you don't understand Wenzhi's heart at all."
Oh! I felt that my words were ambiguous, but I didn't clearly point out that Wenzhi was my lover, so I felt relieved. At this time, the TV started broadcasting a professional boxing match, and Wenzhi was very interested in it, so she turned her back to her husband and watched TV by herself.
For Wenzhi, at least he was his only father, so occasionally drinking with her husband was also a happy thing. Her husband wanted to educate his son from a father's perspective, but Wenzhi could not accept it at all, which made me feel relieved. The next morning, after her husband went to the company, Wenzhi had not yet gotten up, so when I went to his room to see him, I found that he was still sleeping.
When he woke up, I asked him about his conversation with my husband last night.
"My father is unwilling to take responsibility for his affairs with other women. If I bring my girlfriend home, he will make an excuse: "This is what men should do."
"I love my mother. When I am with her, I feel very relieved!"
Wenzhi answered like this. But I am also worried that Wenzhi will always want to have sex with me, and because of me, he will become a boy who can't have a girlfriend outside. As a man, as the husband said, he still needs to be energetic. Even if he is repeatedly rejected by women, he must have the energy to constantly accept challenges. Does Wenzhi only rely on my breasts and know my skin, and then spend his youth like this?
(No, this kind of life must end soon)
Thinking about this, I went to Wenzhi's room on the second floor of the beer house. Although I knew that I was not a good mother at the moment, I had never thought about losing Wenzhi's life.